Long Time No Bloggy

ONIONS

Hey it's me again! Hi hi. I know I know it's been forever! I just wasn't feelin' the blog thing for awhile. Really 'cause there isn't a bunch going on in my brain right now that I can fully understand or put words to. I do know that I love Mississippi! There is no doubt about that! I learn so much here. So much that I don't even know how to take it all in. One day I know Im just going to wake up and BAM like a year of info. is just gonna explode out of it's zipped up file and all of a sudden Im going to understand all these confusing things!

Well I wanted to write and just say I think so many things are cool right now. I just dont know how to say they are. Like for example I learned something about onions!






Onions are kinda like us. They get their top chopped off and then you gotta peel all these crazy layers, some thicker and stickier than others, but before the layers go you have to slice off that skin. Which is the toughest part of all. You ever try cutting open a onion. Its really like this. Well guess what... SO ARE WE!? I didnt know that. Now I do. Also I didnt know that God wants to cut off the skin for me. But I keep resisting. Im not really sure how to not. Its like when someone gets really close to your eye and even though you may know it's coming and they are not going to hit you, you blink. It's like this reaction! So hard to shut it off. Even though I know God wont, and cant even hurt me, I keep flinching. Ive already let him take the top off, by getting saved, but that skin sheesh... I know when it does happen like when you peel an onion there will be tears! Tears of sadness, loss, sorrow, but also happiness, realization, joy and so much more!

Something else I learned. Jesus loves me. Yeah... he does. It's pretty cool. He loves me a lot infact. AND get this... HE THINKS IM BEAUTIFUL! Me... you hear that. To God Im BEAUTIFUL!

And Im tired. Goodnight my fair fans.